Sunday, July 26, 2009

MY DESIRE

Is having high ambition a sin?
Since when has devotion been damnation?
Is it wrong to have needs?
Or, is it my fault to request too much?

I realize that my desire can be someone's disaster. I want something which this person cannot give, I need something which this person cannot fulfill. In the end, I've been blamed.

I'm not a perfect icon. That's why I urge to have someone to complete me. This person does not has to be perfect as well, but this person has to have the material which can make both of us complete.

Nothing's perfect, hence imperfects may make wonders, as long as there's appreciation. However, imperfections cannot be used as an excuse for not improving, for not changing...

In order not to keep imperfections stagnant, from time to time, elevation is needed. I need to take off, that is the reason why I want this person to elevate together with me.

I might sound selfish, nonetheless, I'm just hoping for the best of us.

My desire is not your disaster; My desire is your desire as well.

Friday, July 24, 2009

The Older I get, The Least I have.

When I was 5 years old, I was happy to go to kindergarten to play with my mates.

When I was 10 years old, I was happy because my parents gave me a Barbie as a gift.

When I was 15 years old, I was happy & excited to go on my 1st date.

When I was 20 years old, I was happy to study abroad.

When I am 25, I realize that friends, gifts, love & knowledge that I have now are not enough to satisfy me.

I become greedy. Is greed really a deadly sin? Is it my fault?

The older I get, the least I have. For instance, although I have friends, gifts, love & knowledge, it is not about the quantity of my acquiring, it is about the quality of them.

How good can a friend be?
How precious is the gift?
How devoted can you love?
How much you have in your brain?
None of these is countable.

Do not be calculative when you are unable to count.
Appreciation is the rule of life.
Do not think of what you can get, give what you are able to give.
The most valuable thing in life has always been by your side, which is your family.
Be grateful, because you still have your family...

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

FREEDOM - PART I

Today's freedom is all about getting rid of those law books!!! My ten-days-non-stop-"war" (i.e.exam) has finally ceased. Such a relief!!

Sometimes I do not understand why do we have to torture ourselves by incriminating the materialistic mind-set which will eventually eaten up our freedom? Well, let me explain.

We spent more than 18 years to study, what's the purpose of it?
We lost more than 18 years of freedom, just to study. What's the point of it?

Honestly, it is all about wealth, fame & status!!!

In order to survive, to maintain an ordinary life-style, there is no need to study too much. Gain some basic knowledge, get an ordinary job, a blue-collar job may be, it'll be enough to sustain our lives!!! Nevertheless, most of us having or having not the ability, we struggle so hard, we give up our freedom, in order to achieve our goals, to be wealthy, famous & living with status.

Freedom is nonetheless important. By losing it, we'll feel restrained. However, losing freedom to achieve something goals, it's worthy!

Apart of being materialistic, after gaining such knowledge through these 18 years or more, try to contribute to the society. Do good to the society. Contest the evil, promote of peace!